Anger leads me to Run.

Did nothing today, Went to conditioning. It was only an hour cause Christine felt bad that she wasn't running around with us. Dad pissed me off, so I decided to run my anger out on the treadmill. 4 MILES! =). It felt good. Ran a mile, walked a lap,ran another mile,walked 2 laps, ran another mile, then walked two more laps. Feels good, Im happy I used to run at 5 MPH and I raised it up to 5.6 MPH. WOOHOO! I was drenched in my own sweat which is nasty, but oh well. Burned aobut 360 calories.

Haha, I guess my ambition to run striked me again.

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I decided to put it out there.

Berkeley

Conditioning was fun. Michelle was hilarious. Went to Berkeley wiht Monica & Jennifer. Thanks Cameron for the ride. Went to Yogurtland, walked up and down Telegraph, stayed in the UC Berkeley campus for a bit. Hella weird people there, It was fun. Should have gotten Johns Ice Cream. Oh well, I got my Takis =)

We saw him in person.

Monday.

Went to conditioning at 9, Adriana forgot about it, and Christine had to call her to remind her. It was fun cause Me and Jasmin were in charge for at least 20 minutes. It was fun,I went on a bike ride. After, went to a Leadership meeting. It was interesting, talked about Freshman things and we got to pick our their shirts. Its pretty nice. Thanks Christian for the ride, and your car confuses me. I went to Kerks house. Saw my BESTFRIEND CHARLES =). Also, Arman, Leevan, Jasmin, Thanh, Luis,Fabian, Kao, Jennies, and Lisa Le. It was fun, ate lasagna and hella chips. Im supposed to be on a diet. Damn, Oh well. I'll start tomorrow.

I dont even know.

Sleep from 1-6 AM. Horrible morning, plans to San Francisco were canceled. Parents arguing, Grounded; Not allowed to hang out with my cousin. Cried for a long while. No sleep and crying made my eyes look like shit. I needed someone to talk to. Didn't want to wake anybody up since it was 7 AM. Sometimes I get tired of the same routine in this house. I just want to run away from lifes problems and forget everything. I want things to become easier, I hate how its a fucking argument every other day in this fucking house. Maybe that's why I like conditioning cause I forget about all the problems. This is so stupid, but whatever. I just wish my Dad wouldn't try and isolate us from my cousin. In reality, she is the closest family member to us. It just sucks, I'm somewhat used to this bullshit.




Fuck it.....

Sleepless.

Fell asleep at 1 woke up at 2 just to talk to Lisa and Carolyn. talked to them until 5 then I fell asleep. When 3 Am came around I was so scared. I dont know, ever since I heard thats dead time it as scared me. I hid under my covers, haha.Woke up at 10, I was supposed to go to a family reunion but decided not to. Went to Costco, it was fun. I ate alot. "When I was little, I used to go outside and spit out my vitamins." My sister found that quite hilarious and so did the lady listening to our convo. My sister was making a rant about how I'm so spoiled and at the end the guy across from us looks at me and starts laughing. Came home and took two naps. Haha. My Dad didn't let me go to San Francisco. BOO! Oh well, I'm going tomorrow morning.

Monica, you told me to tell you when I'm done taking a shower and I think you fell asleep. OH WELL! =)

A Lovely Morning.

Well, It wasn't all great in the morning. I woke up at 8 since I had to get ready. Only 6 hours of sleep since I stayed up talking to Lisa until almost 2. Got ready, then me and my sister began to argue. As we almost left, my Dad confronted Gaby on how she has been acting. This led to a mini argument and when we got to the car, WATERWORKS. I felt so bad, I hate seeing my sister cry like that. Also, because she does all the house work in the house and I dont do shit. Picked up Denise, went to I-HOP. Met up with Monica and Jennifer. Ate Waffles, Eggs, Bacon, Sausage, and Pancakes. I felt so fat you dont even know. Went to the mall, walked around. Went to Barnes & Noble and met some 8-year old girls. Haha, they started talking to me. Weird. My Sister and Denise came, then we went home. I took a nap, watched tv then left to conditioning. It was just Michelle & Kristina. So, It got canceled since nobody else came. Went home, rode my bike up and down the hills. Ran in my backyard, tried to run on the treadmill but I wasn't feeling it. I ate too much today, that was the bad thing about today. By the way, Jennifer I love you =)

I found this very cute =). I miss Carolyn, barely talk to her anymore.
"Carolyn" (7:27:01 PM): Like she was like "I haven't talked to Sanh or called him"
"Carolyn" (7:27:10 PM): Me: "Well, that's because you have been calling Irma."
"Carolyn" (7:27:28 PM): Lisa: Duh, because Irma is more important."

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN MONICA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY =)

I love you, you are the best Bestfriend I could ever ask for.

Happy Birthday Ebone.

Im hungry..
I want another Burger. Haha, it was my first time cooking my own meat. Curly Fries to go with it =)

I saw Jennifer & Carolyn, It was hard to update its been TOO long. It was nice to see them both.

I got in slight trouble today, cause after conditioning I went to go ride my bike and I didnt bother checking in with my parents and it was dark.

I want to go to I-HOP for breakfast. I dont care about the calories. I'm craving PANCAKES =)

...I think my dad is mad at me and my sister. Seems really UGH, lately. I dont know.

Im tired. Should I sleep?

Complete Fail.

Watched this with my sister, it was good.Tried to workout, huge fail. Conditioning gives me that push to want to workout. Talked to my sister about Volleyball, I want to make varsity but I think my chances are a bit slim. I dont know, I need to work on spikes, serves, and sets. Ahh. Somewhat stressing. I am for sure running tomorrow.

"We Are Supposed To Lose The Ones We Love, How Else Are We Supposed To Know How Much They Mean To Us?" -Curious Case of Benjamin Button

By the way, Hi JENNIFER =)

Conditioning.

Started on Wednesday barely anybody came. Wasn't anything big, It felt good running. Thanks to those nights running on the treadmill. Thursday, suicides were a kill but managed. Relay race was fun, Me, Jasmin, and Rachell? won. Today, girls didn't come because our coach Christine was coming and we all pretty much know her beasty ways. It wasn't all that bad. I expected to be hella tired. But, I wasn't. It was cool. So I'm hella into this thing where I come home from conditioning and ride my bike and attempt to go up these steep hills. Its a THIGH BURNER. OMG. Then I ran a mile on the treadmill, It feels good though. I think I love running. Haha weird? I know

Anyways, today was rough. I hate seeing my sister cry. She's the strongest, and to see her put her guard down its just not usual. Im the one who cries not her. I guess it is getting to her. I feel bad, but there is nothing I can do. I love my sister, why her?

My parent didn't let me go to Erikas today. UGH! I was pissed. But, Its fine. I just looked forward to conditioning. School is near, and I am soon to get my wisdom teeth removed. Maybe around in a month or two. OH SHIT! Im scared.. Well thats it.

6 Months.

Today is 6 months since I last talked to you or the day we got into this. I remember us talking about how I couldn't go 6 months without talking to you. Now, look at this. Its crazy how low things sank when we used to be the closest of friends. I considered you my bestfriend. Honestly, I do miss you. Sometimes I just want to call you again and just tell you everything. It felt like you were the only person who knew how to give advice. But why mourn over the past? I will talk to you someday no matter how awkward it is. I have thought about it, but under conditions right now, it's not possible. Our friendship will NEVER be the same, that's one thing I know. I just wish none of this happened....

Dont know what I'm talking about, go back to January16.

Great America

Went there with Gaby & Esmy.Thanks to the girl who let us use her season pass just to get our tickets cheaper.It was fun, but HOT! I got tanned a little bit. My Icee made the day all better, it hydrated me. We rode most of the rides, too bad the big water ride was closed. Beatriz, Liz and their cousin came later on and we went on more rides. Fire fall was the ride we went on the most. It was cool, but by the end of the day we were TIRED. We went to my cousins house and we all showered had some chinese food and then to sleep. Lisa called me, but I missed her call cause I left my phone in the car the whole day. Ugh =/.

Today, we went to the hospital to visit my auntie. After, we went to Japan Town to eat at Benihanas it was really good. We drove around after, around Filmore and Hayes. Nothing that caught our eyes so Esmy dropped us off at my moms work. Waited for her to get out and we took bus home.

"DID YOU GET RUN OVER? NO. SO, SHUTUP AND KEEP WALKING LITTLE OLD LADY!"- Esmy yelling at some woman yelling at her for being near her while she was crossing the street.LISA CALLED ME! but I could barely hear her cause she called me through her computer.

Last 2 Days with Lisa

Yesterday: Monica came over to help me bake Lisa a cake. Later, Lisa & Carolyn picked me up, plans were to go to Pacific East Mall. I gave her the cake I made her. Instead we went to Ross, Bank,Target and Best Buy. Then we went to their house, and we ate some food. It was yummy. Chilled with her and her family for a while and left.

Today: Picked me up around 12:15 and we went to Pacific East Mall with Keven. We ate at Asian Pearl, saw Kristina. Ate there, then I got Boba. Haha, It reminded me of Monica cause my drink number was 69. We left, then went to Hilltop Mall and Lisa left Me and Keven there to entertain ourselves. I thought she was going to go see Sun, and she wanted her alone time. So, Me and Keven just walked around the mall and I saw Stephan. We got Zumiez stickers for the first time. We just looked at shoes, then Lisa called to come outside. As I got inside the car, there was a board. I looked at it and it was alot of pictures of Me & Lisa. It was cute and suprising. I hella teared up, I didnt expect it to be that. I simply love Lisa, Although she gets mad at me for the dumbest reasons. You can say this made up for our arguments. She dropped me off at home, and I said goodbye and I teared up. I got inside and started crying. Im going to seriously miss her. boo. 30 more days, until I get to see her again.

KEVEN =)

"Irma Is the Fucking Best. Bye Diaz. See you in 1 Month"

Just for Carolyn =)

Keven and his chicken feet.

"GET MY NAILS IN THE PICTURE!"-Lisa

Tapioca Place

Mango smoothie

Her lovely Surprise =)

Im going to miss Lisa & Carolyn. Have fun,Take care. I love you guys =)

Jackies Going Away Party

Lisa picked me up, stopped by Jackies party. Saw my Bestfriend Charles =), Azalea Mae Cantiller, and my HOT THANG! Happy to see alot of people there. Stayed with Mae Mae for a while, then the guys, then with Lisa,Perlyn, Lily & Carolyn. After, we said goodbye to Jackie and we went to go eat at Happy Sashimi. Lisa ordered Crunchy roll and Lion King, Perlyn ordered California roll. Stayed at Lisas for a bit then had my quick talk with Carolyn =). Headed to Wal-Mart then home.

VVV That was Monica,as you can see.