TO BLOG. geeze Its not as fun. But today I got picked up from Lisa's and then went to Brentwood to go Cherry picking. We went with my cousins that we rarely see. It was fun they brought Declan with them. So me and my sister had this long talk about basically EVERYTHING we hadn't updated each other on. Although I didn't like some stuff that I heard it was whatever. It was somewhat but it was fun. Declan was throwing cherries and us and we were throwing it back at him. Until, my Dad told me not to act like a little kid.We went back to my cousins house, ate and played pool. It was really relaxing. I just wished my cousins who are my age were there to make it funner. But they had work =/. It was fun overall. Its nice spending time with my Dads side of the Fam, only time i see my Dad truly happy.
Other than that. Things at my house havent been the best. I find myself really distant from my mom and it bothers me. As many talks as we have it doesnt seem to help anything. Oh well, hopefully it gets better. Friends wise, we have that shit talker. I swear sometimes I feel like all I am is being judged by them. Comment after comment, but no they dont say it to me they say it to someone else. And to someone they arent really close with and I find out. It just gets me mad, I feel bad everytime I leave to go talk to others cause I know it bothers them. If its bothering you,tell me. I dont understand, Im not gonna spend my whole lunch sitting at the table when we dont talk about anything and it is so boring. Geeze. This is what I call my Friends? FUCK IT! [Dont bother asking & dont automatically assume who it is]
This is pretty much it.Goodbye
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